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LETTING GO: A COST OF LOVE

We meet people at the crossroads of our lives. Some will just nod and smile, most will just pass you by but there is that someone who will stay to look at you and seems like days were rolling at your midst and you both shared the joy of friendship.

Ang bilis lang ng panahon. I could still remember how everything was just so simple yet special for the two of us hanggang sa kelangan ng mag-iba ang lahat, because it wasn't about friendship anymore.

We did stepped up to another level. We decided to love each other.

Wow! What was that? I never thought it would be possible, but it was!

We were so happy. Time was really for us, before. Seems like the winds waved with us and blew us the scheme of memories filled with serinity and happiness.

Ang ganda naman kasi talaga noon. Not until, complications rushed our way!

But still, we fought for it. Because we both love each other. We didn't want to throw everything without giving the situations a goddamn fight. But we losed the strength.

I cried for it in a countless ways. I dreamt about it many nights. I lost the tone for myself, I looked at things in a nostalgic way. Ang hirap tanggapin na everything is falling apart.

I knew you tried your best, so am I but it wasn't enough because the love that is suppose to strengthen us, it made us weak, and until we can no longer hold it, so it floated!

It was never easy for the two of us! We have to gulped every pain and live with it hoping that one day, time may heal us.

Every memory about us are so alive, kicking and running on my mind, knocking at the doors of my heart, screaming down to my soul of us being together but I have to exhale and go into my diversion. Because the days are too long for me, things have to be put back in place.

The decision to finally let go isn't an austere as we may think about it because the process comes in a hard way but just know this is gonna be your way to freedom.

Well, we can never choose the after effects of love but we can always hope for something better.

This is just few bars of the reality of life that we can engage everyday. And we really have to go through this, until we may learn that LETTING GO IS A COST OF LOVE.

When this happens to you, just move on, and everything will come to a better start.  You'll be okay, soon parang ako.

TIWALA LANGS! 💕

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